Today was a day too good to be forgotten. I’ve realized that it is not only what we have inside that makes us what we are, its also what we do that defines us. Yes… I took that line from one of the two movies I went to se to the theatre today, but somehow I wanted to flag this moment.
Its times like these in which I start to question old decisions, like the once taken in order to bury times that are no longer present in order to keep them from being part of a certain future… my future. But not all of those times were so bad… some of them weren’t bad at all! Many years have passed and it is until now that I’m starting to realized that, and I ask myself why all of the sudden, from one movie to the next, I’m starting to stop missing what it’s like… to miss something. Even for a very brief moment I felt somehow… acceptable. What was that? The weather---Pbbbah! Very peculiar. Don't you think? Yeah. Looks like the winds are changing, Ahhh. Change is good. Yeah, but it's not easy. I know what I have to do. But, going back means I'i1 have to face my past… I think somebody should hit me with a stick in the head!
I would like to end this day with an appreciation from the very bottom of my auto-ignored heart, for making this day (one as ordinary as my life) one too good to be forgotten.
Thank You.
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