ANYTHING BUT THIS

Life is pleasant; death is a peaceful rest… the forever sleep. It is the transition between them that troubles me. I feel no need to ask why this happened, I already know...

I'm gonna miss you though.

Me dicen el inquebrantable!

Today nothing turned out to be exactly as planed, but everything turned out OK, I got to talk to some insolent people about a business so powerful that will lead us to total world domination... on day... some day! I also got to se my friend E.S. quien me dijo me veía chistoso :( Is that good or bad? Anyways…

Today I didn't even have to use my AK... I guess today was a good day!

Cuestionario Musical

Moby, first I will like to thank you for showing up in such a short notice. The reason we called you it's because you have been hand chosen by Victor for a special task. Your mission, should you choose to accept it, is to answer the following questions using nothing but the lyrics of your own songs in the most appropriate manner, according to the nature of each question and the accuracy of your songs. As per request: "1. Escoge una banda / artista y responde sólo con títulos de suscanciones." Made on Wednesday Jan. 18th, 2005. This message will be destroyed in 15 seconds… good luck!

- Moby-

2. ¿Eres hombre o mujer?
I can't speak, I can't hear, but I know I'm real
-If things were perfect-


3. Descríbete:
"Extreme songs that told me
They helped me down every night
I didn't have much to say
I didn't get above the light
I closed my eyes and closed myself
And closed my world and never opened
Up to anything
That could get me along

I had to close down everything
I had to close down my mind
Too many things to cover me
Too much can make me blind
I've seen so much in so many places
So many heartaches, so many faces
So many dirty things
You couldn't believe

I would stand in line for this
It's always good in life for this"
-Extreme ways-


4. ¿Qué sienten las personas acerca de ti?
"A verb expresses action, being or state of beingA verb makes a statementYeah, a verb tells it like it is!"
-Verb: That's What's Happening-


5. ¿Cómo te sientes de ti mismo?
"Slowly rebuilding
I feel it in me
Growing in numbers
Growing in peace"
-We are all made of stars-


6. ¿Cómo describirías tu anterior relación sentimental?
"Oh where you end,
Is where I begin."
-Oh where you end-

(aunque esta no aplica porque nunca he tenido una)


7.Describe la relación con tu actual novio / novia o pretendiente:
"One of these mornings
Won't be very long
You will look for me
And I'll be gone"
-One of this mornings-

(creo que esta tampoco aplica)


8. ¿Dónde quisieras estar ahora?
“here we are now, going to the east side
i pick up my friends and we start to ride
ride all night, we ride all day
some may come and some may stay?
-South side-

9. ¿Cómo eres con respecto al amor?

“I don't want to swim forever

I don't want to fight the tide

I don't want to swim the ocean

When it's cold I'd like to die”

-When it's cold I'd like to die-


10. ¿Cómo es tu vida?
“Heaven
A gateway to hope
Just like a feeling
I need, it's no joke

Each way I turn
I know I'll always try
To break the circle
That has been placed round me

Tonight I think I walk alone
to find my soul desire to go home”
-Temptation-


11. ¿Qué pedirías si tuvieras un solo deseo?
With water surrounding me
I am wide open
Reaching forever
And I fly into the blue
Into the blue
I am wide open
-Into the blue-


12. Escribe alguna cita o frase sabia.
“Tell me no truth
If it hurts bad
There's enough in my life
To make me so sad”
-Dream about me-


13. Ahora despídete
“this is just a melody, beautiful one but no words
...bye”
-Old-

Metal Alamo

Hello, my name is Ragno and I feel like crap! That my friend, is called closure!

New year, old crap!

Creo que estos últimos acontecimientos me han dotado de bastante material como para escribir por semanas enteras, pero no soy de aquellos que tienden a hacer caso incuestionable al impulso. Veo como al empezar el año a la gente le da por hacer recuentos de sus vidas y de ponerse a plantear los clásicos propósitos de año nuevo: que si este año hago esto, que si este año hago lo otro, y luego... nada! Han pasado ya 17 días desde que comenzó el año, y a mi sin mas!

He sentido en todo este tiempo la urgencia de sentarme a escribir, pero para escribir se requiere pensar, y pensar es algo que deje de hacer desde hace un tiempo ya que siempre fui un hombre que siempre se ha jactado de muchas cosas. Procurare no hacerlo esta vez, hacerlo sin decirlo, ni decirlo sin saberlo. Hoy no quiero hablar de lo que ha pasado desde mi ultimo post, porque eso me obligaría a regresarlo a la memoria, y a decir verdad creo que (para mi salud mental) eso me produce flojera. Solo digamos que los tiempos cambian, y siguen cambiando... pues que así sea!

No tengo historia interesante ni propósito para este nuevo año, ninguno mas que este: Quiero volver a ver! No pido que todos mis sueños se hagan realidad, ni siquiera que este sea un buen año para mi, lo único que pido es poder regresar... quiero volver a apreciar lo mucho que tengo y dejarme de lamentar por lo poco que me falta para supuestamente ser feliz. No quiero pensar igual, no quiero sentir lo mismo. No soy cobarde, tal vez sea que nunca realmente he sido puesto a prueba.

Pensándolo bien, también procurare escribir mas seguido…